It often fails me, my sense. At least that is what I think at the time. There really is nothing in retrospect that I wish I KNEW in advance, if I knew it all, I wouldn't do anything at all. My own experiences good and bad have shaped me into what I have become,including my lack of forsight. We are not born with for knowledge, there are things that are inborn but even those things we have to develop. A baby knows to eat, but has to be shown how to eat. Sleep comes natural but we develop good sleeping habits. These past few weeks I keep asking myself over and over why is it that I repeat the same things. I know there are things that I need to learn, need to still develop. I am tired of trying so hard for so long, so long for so hard, to meet myself half-way. When do I meet myself all the way? Maybe I have not even met myself yet.

Thoughts of thawing mind part????

Oki and good evening. As I grace the keyboard with my gentle yet oh so clumsy stroke, I am reminded of the sacred and magical crow. Have you ever taken the time to really watch a crow, doing anything? There is so much intellegence behind those eyes of black but at times they seem almost clumsy and iept. This teaches us a lesson. We may at times feel like we are stumbling, even look as though we have no idea what we are doing, but true wisdom does not always take on the form of grace and beauty. Like the sacred wise crow there are times where movements are harsh and slow. We likewise should never misplace or put aside a message that may come in a form that is less than what we expect or, perhaps we trip into or over it. The Great Spirit works through all of creation. Lets always give thanks for all he imparts to us his children.